Gwen Lepard

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gwen”,”start”:359.759,”duration”:5.601},{“text”:”i hope i pronounce it right left heart”,”start”:362.24,”duration”:4.72},{“text”:”l-e-p-a-r-d”,”start”:365.36,”duration”:4.72},{“text”:”she’ll correct me if that’s not right”,”start”:366.96,”duration”:6.679},{“text”:”gwen shines the way to empower”,”start”:370.08,”duration”:5.2},{“text”:”entrepreneurs”,”start”:373.639,”duration”:6.041},{“text”:”to evolve beyond their limitations”,”start”:375.28,”duration”:8.96},{“text”:”she has triumphed over narcissistic”,”start”:379.68,”duration”:6.48},{“text”:”narcissistic”,”start”:384.24,”duration”:6.399},{“text”:”and energy bully abuse”,”start”:386.16,”duration”:7.84},{“text”:”so what she does she elevates intuitive”,”start”:390.639,”duration”:5.761},{“text”:”entrepreneurs to overcome their”,”start”:394,”duration”:5.199},{“text”:”relationship baggage and not just”,”start”:396.4,”duration”:6.4},{“text”:”entrepreneurs but just regular people”,”start”:399.199,”duration”:5.601},{“text”:”she helps them to 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